There's a reason i said i'd be happy alone.
it wasn't cause i thought i'd be happy alone.
it was because i thought if i loved someone
and then it fell apart, i might not make it.
it's easier to be alone, because what if you
learn that you need love and you don't have it ?
what if you like it and lean on it ?
what if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart ?
can you even survive that kind of pain ?
losing love is like organ damage. it's like dying.
the only difference is death ends.
This ? it could go on forever.
